Betrayal

Don’t think of betrayal, rejection, disappointment, or failure as deprivation, rather a nutrient-rich, bitter bite. Trees are pruned in slices, without ruth, to the life-giving quick of a bearing branch. The inward, blue stripes of brokenness–that rite of passage called surrender–produces the most impassioned, sweetest, and lasting fruit. You will rise again to re-plow, re-seed,…

August’s End

Bathed in sunlight  and surrounded  with a thickly  woven emerald  carpet and a singing chorus of flowers in rioting colors, summer’s glorious days draw down  to a few.  It’s beauty  though forever remains  ephemeral and  perpetual  at once.  Here I find  strength  in the hope  of You, Creator. Father. Friend. Confidant. Savior. Here I am …

Golden Harvest

I will plant seeds in the barren soil of your heartache and loneliness. I will water the  hard ground  with your tears, shed in the secret  disappointments  of your heart.  My smile will burn through the your weary darkness  and scatter  the storm clouds.  I will grow a harvest  from what you rejected, wasted, and…

Words and the Sea

The sea is awake and the sand asleep. Waves wash over the uncombed glittering grains with generosity. Over and over they move in tandem, in rhythm—the washing in and out of great salty waters. My heart stings as the saline potion washes clean the wounds of yesterday. Collapsed and cradled in the arms of the…

Soar

Ponder living  in the world of  a bald eagle, king of the skies,  plummeting  from the mountain  top to the glassy  clear blue lake  and rising again. Oh the invigorating  rush of life, exhilaration, boundless freedom, and ineffable  joy! Have you  been born  without wings? Think again.  Bend life’s harsh limitations into a dream beyond…

Crucible Trophies

To the evenings without heat and mornings without water. To the showers that ended in the middle and scratchy blue crepe that doubled as toilet paper. To the rough and long drives from Myaki to Odessa, and the unreliable but wonderful poconetcom. To the red jeep, with conspicuous Texas license plates, that carried us across…

The Lily

The lesser and greater lights,  and all living things thrive, cradled in your robes.  But not I.  Hidden in the  pierced place  of the  palm of Your hands,  my soul takes rest and my spirit sparks upward into everlasting love. How can I keep saying thank you as  the lily? Her sun-scrubbed face upturned into…

Amnesiac

                                                         Hidden deep within a single drop of Lamb’s blood is the stringency of the Law,  yet it ever-covers, ever-courses from Messiah’s death tree through earth’s  dark, twisted corridors….

A Second Book

This morning while picking up the house and getting ready for the day, it occurred to me with stunning, non-negotiable truth that this November I am turning 75! I did not wince at this serendipitous reminder. Pastor Olen Griffing, a very wise man, mentor, and friend told me once that it is only in your…

Firsts

My grandson, Emmett, wiggled and wiggled as I tried to put on his pajamas. His silly mood made us both giggle and fall on the bed with laughter. Then suddenly, Emmett grew quiet and still for a moment, and his eyes gleamed and grew as big as planets.  “Marmee, we saw Christmas lights tonight!”  “Yes, we…