I wrote this poem on the inauspicious occasion of the inauguration of President Bill Clinton in 1992. I felt it was prophetic at the time. Amazingly, I feel the power of its meaning even more now at the re-election of Barak Obama. I have changed a few lines according to the times, but its message remains the same.
Although I believe God sees politics and countries entirely differently than we do, there is a natural desire to see your “man” win. Even believers in God with solid moral values like a fighting chance with someone in office who appears more appropriate on the surface to do a good job.
The truth is no one knows how one will govern. And America is changing. It is not the same country that I grew up in. Black is white now, and wrong is right. And the choice of our leader is a reflection of our core values.
I don’t want to argue politics or people. God is in control, and the Church shines brightly in darkness. It is time for us to be the saltiest salt we can and the brightest light we can. We must pray for President Obama and all leaders to guide us rightly. And I commit to do so. I don’t feel hope is lost, because my anchor for tomorrow was never in Romney or any man. He was the better of two hard choices for me.
Still I can’t help but grieve and reflect a little today, so I offer…
I Weep
I weep while America celebrates,
Music and laughter ring from her heart
as she dances tomorrow’s
expectations. I weep.
Hope and healing are on her lips
but beyond her grasp.
America celebrates
the illusive American dream
in exchange for the gold of her freedoms,
the silver of her liberties. She does not
know now what she will lose for a free iPhone.
Although Marx died, his walls crumbled,
America’s faceless families still march
to his funeral dirge.
“Equal people we will be,” they say,
the people’s kingdom will care for us!”
Slaughtered babies shriek from cavernous graves,
and homeless souls line the streets.
America’s great heroes lust after their own kind,
demonstrate the rights of dogs and dolphins,
turn toward Allah and the god of prosperity,
and mock authority; many die too young.
Soon America will crown her chosen king
with rejoicing and with the hope of spring.
She calls the dark sky and gathering storm “new day.”
Upon their beds the people dream of their new king
and his promise to legislate her desires, but
the king will not satisfy her lust.
America’s rivers
run deep and wide for me.
I know of a kingdom beyond all others
and fix my heart above.
But today, today while America
celebrates, I weep.
And in my weeping, I hear the sound of rain.
© Bonnie Saul Wilks
What a moving poem. I weep with you.
It was only one hour ago
It was all so different then
There’s nothing yet has really sunk in
Looks like it always did
This flesh and bone
It’s just the way that you would tied in
Now there’s no-one home
I grieve for you
You leave me
‘so hard to move on
Still loving what’s gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on
The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
While the final rattle rocks it’s empty empty cage
And i can’t handle this
I grieve for you
You leave me
Let it out and move on
Missing what’s gone
They say life carries on
They say life carries on and on and on
Life carries on
In the people i meet
In everyone that’s out on the street
In all the dogs and cats
In the flies and rats
In the rot and the rust
In the ashes and the dust
Life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on
It’s just the car that we ride in
A home we reside in
The face that we hide in
The way we are tied in
And life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on
Did I dream this belief?
Or did i believe this dream?
Now i can find relief
I grieve
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Poignant. I weep too.
I believe many of us are grieving and weeping our nations status quo. But, like you say we have a “Hope in Glory” that the world does not have and for that we have much to be grateful for. I pray and ask the Lord to help each of us to rejoice and begin again His work with the knowledge to know “we win”. Now for His work of saving souls, Lord get us back on track. Bonnie, I loved your poem, so timely. God bless your ministry and God Bless America. Your sister in Christ, CB
Bonnie, it is indeed like you said – our leaders reflect our core values. My question is, can I love the country America has become? Probably not, but I can still love people and seek to portray the America that was and fight and speak up for the values that make any nation or person great. We will return to our values when we can’t fill our pockets, our bellies, and our minds with whatever we choose.